Bare it and smile

I'm hurting right now
its hard to say why
all of a sudden
i may start to cry
its stressful for me
with loads going on
maybe I'm right
maybe I'm wrong
my granddad is dying
my grades are slipping
my mates all hate me
my heart keeps tripping
i wish i could stand
with no worries around
just stand there and smile
feet firm on the ground
but i cant
there's no way
i bare it and smile
ill get out of this ditch
just might take a while