Help

Nothing left
nothing right

I'm so confused
can't sleep at night

trying to think
of whats to come

razor in hand
blood on floor

this is it
this is war

me against me
no chance to win

nothing worse
than what it's been

strength i need
courage i lack

i need help
i need you back

slowly dragging my feet
with eyes glazed over

trying to stay alive
trying to stay sober

save me from this confinement
save me from this life

darkness enclosed around me
I'm alone with only my knife

happiness has left me long ago
consumed in the land of the dead

where they no longer feel
and all i see is red

these demons encircle me
they tempt me with song

with music and love
but my heart is already gone

I'm begging for your guidance
i don't want to be here

i need you to save me
say there's nothing to fear

stop my crying
hold me tight

help me escape
I'm willing to fight

i need you with me
save me from this nightmare

show me that you love me
show me that you care

with you i can escape
with you i can wake up

for you i will put up this knife
for you i will stand up

this nightmare will end tonight