I'll be okay

by Chloe   Sep 25, 2004


I've only lived for thirteen years,
but I've been through so very much,
I've felt so many different things,
I've felt true cruelty's touch.

I've cried my eyes out,
tears flow every night,
because I don't cry in public,
I don't have feelings, right?

Well, guess what?
Try being me, for just one single day,
then you will find the answers
to the things I'm too weak to say.

You don't see one single thing,
the crimson tears I cry,
because you're to blind to see anything else
than what you can see with the eye.

I don't care what you think,
or the words that come from you,
for no one else can hate me more
than I already do.

The pain still hurts,
but I don't care anymore,
I don't even know
what the f..k I'm living for.

I don't need anyone,
to reach a helping hand,
I've learned to depend on myself,
for you will never understand.

I don't need you to fake your smile,
or tell me that you care,
because in the end, when I need you the most,
I know you won't be there.

Don't tell me that you're sorry,
or even dare to ask me why,
for I have made it for so long,
I'm still alive, aren't I?

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  • 20 years ago

    by Randy Lee

    Very nice poem. I wont say much for your politics, but your poetry is very nice. good rhyme and rhythum. keep em comin.

  • 20 years ago

    by The Plain Truth

    I could relate to everything you said, except for one verse. Even the 13 years part, since I am soon to be thirteen. Just a couple more weeks...wonderful poem, Chloe, it was just absolutly wonderful. Now, you are probably wondering which verse I couldn't relate to, it was this one:

    "I don't need anyone,
    to reach a helping hand,
    I've learned to depend on myself,
    for you will never understand."

    The first two lines, I just couldn't relate to, because unlike you, I do need a helping hand, I almost think it would help. As for the last two lines...I agree. Stay strong girl.

    Megan §

  • 20 years ago

    by Emzie

    hiya babe, i think this is a really great poem, im sorry you feel like you do. ur very talented.
    emz xxx

  • 20 years ago

    by Franziska

    Hey Chloe.
    this is a very good ant touching poem!!! if you are in a kind of this situation, i am sorry, but i was in a kinda situaion like this too, and i'm sure you'll make it and stand through it, as i do. Í hope you read this. Keep up your great work. Love

  • 20 years ago

    by Danielle

    Awesome poem Chloe :-D I'm sorry that you feel that way :-(

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