Solitary sanity

Cross- legged,
My arms are folded,
And the windows on the wall are barred.
I sit,
To think about it,
I never fell so hard.

I don't believe,
That I'm nieve,
Or that I'm insane,
Can't stop the pain.

Closed eyes,
Don't wanna see the lies,
Still I'm told that I'm crazy.
Room spins,
I think of many things,
So how can you save me?

I won't look up,
How can I trust,
Someone who thinks I'm mad?
It's so sad.

Grit teeth,
I roll up my sleeve,
And I have to be restrained.
Stone walls,
Echo my calls,
And they overload my brain.

I can't get out,
And so I shout,
"Here I don't belong,"
Don't say I'm wrong.