You left me speechless
when I seen what you wrote
it made me feel defenceless
like you had a knife to my throat.
How can you say those things
like it was always meant to be said
it really hurt me bad
it made me wish I were dead.
I won't of dared called you such words
whether we are friends or not
I won't of cared how much anger I gained
because I still cared about you a lot.
Why are you being so mean
saying I was never even your friend
we had history together
and here we are at the end.
What are you trying to prove
when you try your hardest to make me mad
why are you trying to make me feel worthless
when you are only making me sad.
You act like I don't have feelings
when I really do
you act like I have no heart
when my heart was filled with you.
You act like this is all my fault
when it is yours too
we ruined this friendship together
by doing the things we do.
I remember back in the day
when we didn't let anything get in our way
but now here we are, parted by our thoughts
saying these things we never wanted to say.
I wish you could just see
the place you put me in
everything you say hurts me
that is why I'm letting you win.
Nothing can erase
what you do and say
but now you seem to be making it worse
in every kind of way.
I know you care
because it ain't possible you do not
because we were once good friends
and always cared a lot.
You act like I am stupid
and can't see into your heart
I am sorry to tell you I know you better then you think
whether or not we are together or apart.
Don't go off getting angry again
because anger shows your mad at what is true
and whether you think so or not
I would look around if I were you.
I think you just need time
to think things through on your own
because obviously you are taking things out on other people
saying your always going to be alone.
I know you hurt
but you got to just be strong
whether you take my advise or not
I'm telling you I'm not wrong.
I am sorry for saying the things I said
I know it is something you can never forget
but you said somethings to
and I also can never forget.
I'm not saying we should be friends
because what goes on in your head is your own
you have different thoughts then me
so I am just going to let you alone.
