I never thought....

I never thought I'd be here,
Lying on the cold floor,
Knowing that I am hated,
And not wanting to live anymore.

I never thought I'd be here,
With a knife in my hand,
Knowing im not wanted,
And not being able to understand.

I never thought I'd be here,
With deep cuts in my wrist,
Knowing that I wont live long,
And not being able to resist.

I never thought I'd be here,
With my eyes beginning to shut,
With blood all around me,
As I make my one last cut.

I never thought I'd be here,
In my coffin at just 15,
With family stood around me,
Because all my pain went unseen.

I never thought I'd be here,
6 feet under ground,
With so many people crying,
And my suicide note found.

You see I died all because,
I believed that no-one cared,
But the truth was not that hard to see,
Love for me was always shared.

So if you're ever feeling down,
Don't take it out on your wrist,
Try really hard,
And believe me you can resist.

Because no matter how tough things get,
Or how much you wish to die,
Remember what i told you,
It's not much fun to die.