My friend.

My friend once told me,
That she really wanted to die,
That she was no longer happy,
And was living her life a lie.

I tried to reason with her,
But she said i didn't understand,
I tried to tell her that i was here,
To forever hold her hand.

But she said she hated her life,
And all that she ever did,
That it was no fun crying at night,
No more did she want to live.

I tried telling her that it gets better,
That she won't be sad forever,
But she said that it was her time to go,
She was sick of stormy weather.

So in an attempt to change her mind,
I asked what was so bad,
She said that it was everything,
But it started when she lost her dad.

She said her mom hated her,
And even said it to her face,
She said that she was fed up,
It was like she was set to lose the race.

I tried really hard,
For i never wanted to let her go,
She was my best friend,
And i loved her so.

I didn't want to leave that night,
I wanted to stay and hold her tight,
For that was the night she had planned,
To finally take her life.

I tried to tell her mom,
About her daughters sadness,
But her mother said that she was a liar,
And it was complete madness.

I regret ever leaving her,
Because that night she took her life,
If only i had stayed,
Things would be alright.

I feel so guilty now,
It's my fault that she's gone,
But forever in my head,
Her memory will live on.

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