The reason I can finally ....just be

Quit this game
I'm sick and tired of being your nothing
when i gladly tell the world you my everything
I cry, you laugh
I bleed, you turn away
I die inside yet you ignore the blood on your hands

The sadness in my life has returned ...and your the last one i would have thought of to bring these pains back...
To bring these scars back to life
But the harsh truth is you were my best friend but at the same time you were the one who drove the knife the deepest.

I sit alone and think of the tears that have been shed...and realize I'm the only one with these red eyes

I sit alone and see these scars from the blades of nights so lonely....and realize I'm the only one with these kind of memories

My biggest mistake was not when i told you "i love you" it was when i believed you when you said "I love you too" ......
You have taken everything
I have nothing for anyone else
I don't even have enough to hold on to my spirit let alone my life

I took the blade with ease
I took the blame without pause
I took your punishment with a smile
I stood tall in front of you, looking down that barrel

obviously I took nothing from you, but did everything for you....never forgot your ring was around my neck

I stayed true there was no one but you

I gave my life in exchange for a reason to be hated and heartbroken....now i wonder "why?"

I can finally see how to pull the trigger...
I can finally see how to let everything be
I can finally see why you were able to lie to me

Now I have no need for tears
I have nothing worth crying over ....
Now that your gone, I finally have a reason to let me ....be
So not goodbye, but SO LONG!
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please go to first love and view "my promise" or search it PLEASE!!!! ( a different kind of poem from me) and comment thank yall!!
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I know it is long, im sorry, just had to get it out, i would love to hear a comment on it, or vote either one, have a great day bye =)