My Life

Nothings Fine
Nothings Right.
No matter the place
No matter the time.
I try and try
I try so hard.
I want everything to be right
But nothings ever right.
I'm leading a dangerous double life.
I have to lie, cheat and steal.
But I never feel real
I'm living a dreadful dream
As bad as it seems.
I want to brake down and cry
I can not tell a lie.
I can feel the heat rising in my soul.
I will not be beat by the pain I feel.
For the way I feel is strangely real.
I can't stop the furious fight.
I fight for all I believe in.
Never knowing when will be my end.