Slowly falling into darkness
finally understanding
what my life is about
trying leads to failure
failure leads to yelling
yelling leads to crying
crying leads to pain
sitting alone in my little corner
razor blade in hand
blood on the floor
why won't you let me die?
Ive tried to be happy
Ive tried not to care
but I'm still a loser and a quitter
finally i understand
there is no such thing as love
and no such thing as happiness