This is so confusing
my emotions are scattered
I'm happy
I'm scared
I'm excited
I'm nervous
its been so long
but the feelings for you never left
pushed aside maybe
but never fully gone
I'm happy i can hear you voice again
scared cause i don't know how you feel
excited i can actually speak to you
but nervous cause i don't know
if i can get that far deep again
Ive thought about you a lot
and why i left you
i let others manipulate me
i believed what they said about you
I'm sorry
i was so wrong and stupid
to let you go
