The shot

This is a day when I sigh
Think about my life and cry
Think about my future plans
And what about I always damned.

This is the day recognised
That all my deeds had a price
That all my thoughts weren't so wrong
And just my will was not such strong.

This is the day sun shines bright
Being lonely at my side
Being silent to be lone
And sitting there - all on my own.

This isn't the day I could laugh
But when a smile makes a scarf
But when an eye forms a tear
And evening is coming near.

There is a dusk feeling well
Bewitched by nature's dark spell
Bewitched by a redden sky
And just let the time passing by.

There is a dusk without joy
All there is, seems to annoy
All there is, just seems to hurt
And so I am feeling like dirt.

That is the night when I'm scared
Could I be so unprepared
Could I be so paranoid
And that I wanted to avoid.

That is the night when things end
Nothing left now to defend
Nothing left but this noise
And soon you hear my dying voice.