Wasting my time

Am I wasting my time
Tell me because I need to know
Was this how it was all planned
Are you ready to forever let me go

All alone in my sad world
Drowning in sorrows and tears
Thinking about what's up to come
Wondering if you're going to unleash any more of my fears

Am I wasting my time
Come on baby, I need to know
Do you really feel as strongly for me as you claim
I doubt it because it doesn't show

Living in a past of deception
I am awake and my eyes are open
If I could take it back
I would've listened to what was
spoken

Am I wasting my time
Hurry up and let me know
I can find someone else
You too can find someone to show

Awaiting the moment you call
I answer and you sweetly say
"Baby, I can't forgive you for what you did,"
"But I'll love and be with you anyway."

Am I wasting my time
Just let me know
I'm sick of hoping you'll forgive me
Alone and single into the world I will go

Now I see that you feel nothing
I and and was just a toy
Even after all the love we shared
I could've expected pain instead of joy

Am I wasting my time
I don't even think you know
Now I will walk out of your life forever
Remember, you're the one who's letting me go