The Day That I Died

The day that i died
i could swear i saw you smile
as you looked at the note
and the marks on my arms
the blood on my carpet
spilt all for you
" i don't know what i want"
i guess death is what i really wanted
only you made me see
that this was the best for me
all the talk about it
all the years of wanting it
guess finally took a hold
so i set my self free
the day i died inside
when you truly showed me the truth
the day i will never forget
cause the pain only knows
that i thought i knew what i wanted
but to day those words made my heart go black
and my hair go gray
the blue in my eyes all but faded away
time to change my heart said
but his love always there
killing me