Pain

If I could take one word to describe my life,
It would be pain
Pain is everywhere in me
It goes places I don't want it to
It hurts things like my mind
My head
My eyes
Most importantly it hurts my heart
The pain hurts like Jesus on the cross
Like Knives everywhere even in my soul
I wish it could all get buried in a big black hole
But its not quite that simple
It would be like trying to cure cancer that was just found
Or trying to find a certain kind of person
My Pain could take a lifetime to cure
Because my heart isn't that pure
Its full of that pain in me
Why don't you get close and maybe you could see