She Dies

The sun is rising
And she woke up
She looked at her arm
And cleaned it up
There still was blood
Alot in fact
It was amazing that
Her arm was intact
Last night was the night
That this girl was really pissed
As she took the cold steel
And sliced it across her wrists
She watched the blood trickle
And then she watched it flow
Because in all honesty
She didn't want to live anymore
But right now she is glad though
That she did not end it all
Because she wanted to jump off a bridge
(and that's one hell of a fall)
No one knows this though
About how this girl feels
She tries to put on a happy face
Even though she throws up most of her meals
She is crying out for help
Though no one hears her plea
But she's not sure she wants anyone to know
This girl really confuses me
So back to yesterday
When this girl took a knife
Placed it on her wrist
And tried to end her life
But in all reality
She just watched herself bleed
The cuts weren't deep enough
Its a sharper knife that she'd need
But while she was slicing
She felt her heart rate rise
This feeling was so great!
It was as if she was wearing a disguise
Who needs drugs? she thought
As she felt an amazing high
**** it, she said
I think I'll fly
So today she decided
She would jump off a bridge
She fell with incredible speed
Right into a ridge
For hours it seemed
She was flying through the air
She was screaming "**** you all!"
And she didn't even care
Then all of a sudden
She came back to reality
And this girl hit her head
Today was the day
The day that I was dead