As you lay before me,
on the cold,damp ground......
I see you there.....
emptyless.........motionless......
I wanna force this blade,
clutched tight in my shaking fist.....
into your empty, cold, lovless heart.
I hate you......
I love you.......
I wanna kill you......but I don't.
I like the thought, but not the reality.
I want you to love me too......
But you hate me.
I wanna make your blood spill,
I wanna hurt you like you hurt me.
.......As you lay before me.......
IT"S INSANE! I'm going insane......insane........
I wanna feel your blood all over me.....my hands....
I wanna taste your blood, smell your blood......
Why couldn't you see,
what you did to me?
But I hate you.....
I love you......
I want you gone......away from here,
I just want you to care,
like I cared for you.
But you hate me too.
So I'll let you go,
But I want you to feel pain.
.......I love you......