I’m lost inside without a clue
Not quite sure how I’m going to get through to you
Can’t you feel this feeling
Or am I in this all alone?
I used to think my tears were cried for a reason
But now I see that I’m just sobbing away my existence
Drawing the knife closer while pushing you away
Further and further…
I can no longer reach your hand.
I grasp at nothing, finding there is nothing left to hold
As I fall away from sanity I know there is no chance left
My hopes and dreams already lay broken
And I will place my broken heart amidst their pieces.
I can’t remember what it was like to see clearly
I can only recalled this blurred vision
And my almost dreamy state.
Looking at you with a sideways glance
Noticing only how you refuse to see me for who I am
This tattered soul you see hanging by that last broken promise
Is slipping with each word.
Beneath me, I see nothing
Only the black that has always haunted my life
Shattered my nights, consumed my days.
I’m lost inside, but beginning to understand
Knowing now that this can’t get better.
You have never felt my pain, never heard my screams
And never believed for one second I deserved rescue.
The knife closes in as I finally find myself…
Alone.
