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I really like you,
but you can't see,
that deep down inside,
you're killing me.

I tried to be what you wanted,
you said you liked me too,
now you say you never did,
now I don't know what to do.

This is driving me crazy,
it's breaking my heart,
I feel like dying,
I'm falling apart.

The thought of you,
keeps me awake,
I thought it was real,
but it all turns out fake.

I don't know if you think of me,
as much as I do you,
but I do know this much,
my feelings for you are true.

When I look at her,
I begin to think of you,
Wishing for someone I cannot have,
and that's when I become so blue.

I wish I had one chance,
but it's up to you,
it's sad it won't work out,
I'm not good enough for you.

I'd do anything to be with you,
I'd stay here, not leave,
but what comes out of my eyes,
are tears that I bleed.

You made me feel like dirt,
you hurt me worse than someone ever could,
I wish I had a pair of wings,
so I could fly away like a bird.

I'm not strong enough,
to handle any of this,
please just kill me now,
and kill me with a kiss.

The first, but the last,
It happened in my dreams,
it's funny how you made me feel,
a million different things.

The dreams I wanted,
will never come true,
they're just pretend,
because they're with you.

That's all you ever were,
fake, just pretend,
But my dreams of you,
I don't want them to end.

I want you to know,
that you really hurt me,
my pain and confusion,
you're not able to see.

*~this is about a guy who said he wanted to be with me and that he liked me, but when he started dating this other girl( from my school:() he tells me he never liked me and it really hurt:( but please vote and comment, it would mean so much to me....thanks:D

©lisha 2005