Suicidel Thoughts

I can’t stop thinking about it,
It’s always on my mind.
It’s haunting me day and night,
I’m trying to leave this pain behind.

I’m better off this way,
I’m sorry to those who care.
Remember the times I was happy,
I’m sorry, but to me, life just wasn’t fair.

I can’t remember when this started,
But I know it was long ago.
I’ve been like this for so long,
Now it’s time to let go.

When I’m gone,
Please don’t cry.
I did this to myself,
Because I wanted to die.

Many of you never saw this side,
You never saw my tears.
I hid this from you all,
Living a secret for years.

As you walk into my room tonight,
You’ll find me lying there.
Beside my bed, you will find a note,
Please read if you really cared.

In this note you will read:

Please don’t cry,
But I couldn’t take much more.
I’m sorry that i had to go,
And that you didn’t know I was hurting long before.

My heart wearing away,
All the pain was taking its toll on me.
There’s no other simple explanation,
I’m sorry if you couldn’t see.

I know this is hurting you too,
But I couldn’t stand this heartache.
I’ve kept it here inside of me,
But now it’s caused me to break.

But as I go,
There’s something I want you to know.

Forever remember that I died for Love..