Somehow

There’s so much to hate you for,
Yet, I can’t put the pieces together.
You’ve destroyed me,
Ruined me forever.

I hate myself because of this,
But I somehow can’t hate you.
After everything you’ve done to me,
And all you’ve put me through.

I must be crazy,
Or maybe insane.
Why am I still doing this,
Playing this game.

You pulled me into this,
You only played with my head.
Just messed up my life even more,
Made me want to be dead.

I was such an easy target,
I’d do anything for you.
I loved you so much,
And somehow, still do.