I Know That

I know that you'll think this is crap
So you won't listen
But I have this to say
For you I pray

I know that you hate me
For all that I did
I know I Would too
For all that I have done to you

I know that I messed up
That I made a mistake
I made it worse
I wish for a retake

I know that you don't care
That I love you as a friend
One of the best
But I made it end

I know that I don't deserve
What our friendship held
But I'd do anything
To make the story retell

I know that the reason I did what I did
Was to try and end our friendship
To stop the pain I always put on you
So I tried and I hid

And I Know that,
Through all my life
A Friend,
Never meant more to me
Than YOU do
And even if you still don't care
You'll Always stay in my heart
For the mistakes I've made
The number too Large
Will never go away
For the pain I've caused is too much
For even my soul to bear
So I pity you
For ever being there
For being in this mess
Even though I care
Too stupid
To realise what I'd lose
But now I do
I can't even bear
What I put you through
The pain I feel
Goes through you too
And you must let it go
So I struggle
Under that load
For the pain I'd caused
Was too great
To undo
So I know now what I must do
Let you go
No more calls
No more messages
No more me
No more pain on you.