Memories of you

I was thinking of you the other day
and how I miss you so
I miss the way you smiled at me
I don't know why you had to go

time went by and I still loved you
times went by I cried
times went by my heart still yurned
the day you left i died

I was talking to your cousin
she reminds me so much of you
she told me you were engaged now
I couldn't believe it was true

it's only been 4 months with her
and you went 8 with me
how could you do that so soon
8 months gone, I just can't see

times are starting to change
but my heart never will
you were my first love
and now for me today days stand still

we're both with other people
but the feelings stay the same
sure I love my boyfriend
but not in the same way

so I guess this is the only goodbye
I could bring myself to write
and I hope you regret every bit
of when you left that night