There have been many guys in my life
Always I think of you
I don't know what it is
But I'm still intrigued by you
The weird thing is
We stopped being friends several years ago
I moved to different places since
And you don't even know
I hear about you once in a while
From mutual childhood friends
You were my first "real" guy friend
Even boyfriend at one point
Why did it have to end?
Sometimes I miss you
I don't know why
The sound of your name reminds me of when we were kids
But don't think I spend endless nights
With tears in my eyes
You once meant allot to me
My mom even asks about you
But I'm sure you're not even concerned
With what I've been up to
How is it that we were so close one moment in time
And non-existent the next
Your shallowness and inconsideration
Only left me angry and vexed
I don't care for you anymore
Nor do I wonder what you do
I just want you to know
That you once meant allot to me
And I was in love with you.
