This Place

I wanna get away from this life
get away from home
end it with a knife
because I feel so alone

I wanna get away from this place hell
where all people do is cast an evil spell
this place that I hate
That to some other people this place seems so great

I wanna get away from here
this place that on the outside seems so dear
go some where new and not cry
some place that doesn't make me feel as I should die

I want to go to go anywhere
anywhere but here
I don't want to be here I don't really care
I try so hard and yet I seem to fail making life so unfair

I want to go far away
somewhere it'd be worth living each day
somewhere where I'm recognized for what I try to do
some where where I'm not judged by any of you

I want to be alone or just to have a better life
with perfect friends not like the ones I have like me who think its simple to end it with a knife
I wanna go far far away to a point of no return
where everyone else\'s problems are the least of my concern

I don't want to be here
I don't really know where
I don't really call this place a home
when one such as my self can feel so alone!!!

I wrote this because I just started High school and its a living hell my friends slit there wrist do drugs fu** guys the whole nine yards I mean I hang out with them because Ive come to be like them sometimes I think if I didn't hang out with them maybe my life would be somewhat all right I'm not saying my friends ruined my life they just contributed and I just cant stand life My best friend is flirting with my boyfriend and my boyfriend likes someone else but he likes me more my dad is a jack ass and he just LOVES my brother its as if I'm not even here because he doesn't have time to deal with the things I need like I need things for school and he just a butt about it I try hard to do well and yet everyone pushes me away from succeeding well I don't want you guys to have to read all this but I just put it so you have an explanation On why I wrote this and How I felt or feel