Every day i sign on hoping u will be there
nothing could be worse then for you not to care
i look in this box
that seems to hold my fate
but your not there
you must be late
"no your not" my head tells my heart
but my heart doesn't want to hear it
because it isn't that smart
u see i don't want to start over
but i want to get over you
because even with your lies
i don't know what to do
you say that i am special
and everything you want
but maybe I'm not
am i just a girl you can flaunt?
