Hurt Alone

Suddenly, without warning, I turned the corner and I saw absolutely nothing. Just as I had always seen. This was not novel to me, for I have never seen nor have I ever emotionally felt anything worth seeing or feeling. I incessantly feel emptiness and vexation. No one cares and no one ever will. I'm stuck in a world of aghast dreams and demonic thoughts. I'm so disconsolate and no one sees that. My mind has been warped and twisted so many times it depreciates as each day goes by. Oh how I covet to see anything else besides the dark raptures of my soul. Everyone makes imputations on my life and no one even tries to use prudence. The all think I instigate the wrongs in the world. Why can't they just leave me alone?!? I leave them alone and I sit her in the dire darkness. It's easier for them to get acquainted than it is for them to know me. It's easier for me to walk alone than it is for me to risk rejection. But it's the easy roads that are most often taken and so I hurt alone.