Although i remember the good times,
the bad times seem to stay in my mind,
i try to forget,
and leave you behind,
your not the person to blame,
although you caused most of the pain,
its me that i should thank,
for giving you more power to gain,
i want you to know i forgive you,
and i don\\\'tseek to get you thrown out,
all i wanted was help to help me through my depression,
i don\\\'t want to hurt you because i can tell I\\\'m frozen,
in my mind I\\\'m alone in the wilderness,
following the light and leaving behind the darkness,
I\\\'m so close to falling,
but then i hear a voice calling,
once i get out of this i will be free,
free to be the person i want to be,
i will lead along my lonely path,
and leave behind the strife from the past,
i will succeed in following my dream,
seeing what i couldn\\\'t see,
feeling what Ive never felt,
experiencing what Ive never delt,
I WILL LIVE MY LIFE,
leaving behind the blood knife,
letting go of all my troubles,
finally seeing everything is back to normal,
because of you I\\\'m gonna make it,
out of all that made me fall to bits,
i will finally get up,
and never will i give up,
every time i fall,
i will stand again,
back to what is never said,
my heart and mind will mend,
I\\\'m not leaving myself,
to be someone else,
just leaving the past,
and opening to myself at last,
i will be,
what my future awaits me to see,
and live to my own expectations,
with out hesitation,
[this poem was written for myself and whoever else is going through what iam its to give you courage
and remember that your not alone,][remember don\\\'t hate them,hate what they do to you][i want everyone to know,
there is always someone out there who believes in you]
