Dont Go My Secret Love

I hold on tight,
my grip tightens,
but you still slip away,
slowly.

its like trying to keep a cloud,
in one place,
forever,
because i cant keep you forever.

But no body knows that i want you.
they dont know i want to keep you,
they say that you'll go away,
and i will be happy again.

But taking you away,
will hurt me,
and i will fall back on you again,
and i know you will catch me.

so wait a little longer,
we can dance with the devil soon,
and be where we love it most,
away.

i think i will keep it a secret,
for as long as i can,
that i still feel your grip,
over my heart.

i wont tell any one,
because they will take you out,
but you consumed my soul,
and i live off you.

when and if you leave,
i will decide on whether to leave,
because you are comfort,
and i am solitude.

solitude needs comfort,
even in secret,
so thats where i keep you,
hidden.

my little secret,
how i love you,
how you make me giggle in the nights coldest hour and want to be away,
how you make me go insane.

if i could grasp;
insanity,
i would,
and then consume it,
so it would never get away.

i would do it because;
insanity gives you a secret world,
where you and me can be free together,
forever.