Standing in a crowd alone
People labeling me for whatever reason
I'm not going to change
But then they throw it in my face
And now I have lost the race to popularity
Being one is not so fun
Happiness in everyones heart
Mine is, is pure grey and dark
I'd love to feel whats its like to be happy
Because in my life right now all I feel is pain and feeling thrown away
Oh how I'd love to feel what its like to be happy
Because all I see in my eyes are tears
They drop, drop then float away
Then they start over the next day
Oh how I'd love to feel what its like to be happy
Because all I see is black in me
The black doesn't seem to fade away
I wish that my happiness would come again some day
