Angel From The Future

I'm Not Sure What Ill Say
I'm Not Really Sure What Ill Write
Because Every Piece Of Poetry
Seems To Go Back To That Night

Ive Tried To Right About Flowers
About The Boyfriend Whom I Love
Ive Tried To Right Of Birds Singing
Or The Blue Sky So Far Up Above

But Yet Again i Sit Here At This Desk
Trying To Focus And Set My Mind
Write Of Something Other Than Pain
But This Inspiration Is Something Which I Cannot Find

My Hands Slowly Start To Shake
My Voice Vanishes To Exist
I Find Myself Through Someone Else's Eyes
Through A Dark And Foggy Mist

I Watch As This Girl Writes
With Tear Drops Down Her Face
I Feel The Pain She Is Feeling
Yet I Do Not Exist In This Time Or Place

I watch As The Words Go On And On
As Do The Tears She Cries
She Writes Of All This Pain She Feels
Of So Much Betrayal And Lies

All I Want To Do Is Hug Her
Tell Her Things Will Carry On
And On That Fatal Night
She Didn't Do Any Wrong

I Want To Tell Her I'm An Angel From The Future
I'm Her In Nearly A Years Time
That She Will Live And Will Get Better
And Things Will Come Into Line

I Want Her To Know She Gets Better
And She Will In The End Tell
Many People Turn Their Backs
But She Has To Come Out Of This Shell

She Has To Know That Things Will Get Worse
That Some Nights She Will Want To Die
But In The End She Will Slowly Heal
And No More Will She Have To Cry

I Want To Show Her The Way Things Will Be
So Slowly I Take Her Arm
I Tell Her I'm An Angel From The Future
No Need To Be Alarmed

She Looks At Me And Quietly Says
You Look Exactly Like Me
I Tell Her I'm Her In Nearly A Year
And I Have Things For Her To See

So I Take Her Into The Future
And Show Her Things That Happened Along The Way
I Show All The Things She Lives For
And That Theres No Need For Her To Walk Away

I Showed Her Her Mother
And She Just Glowed With Pride
Now A New Job,A New Start
Then I Took Her Inside

There She Saw Her Brothers
Giggling And Laughing With her On The Couch
So Much Closer Than They Had Ever Been
Even The Eldest Brother,The Former Grouch

I Took Her To Her Bedroom
There She Was With A Handsome Guy On Her Bed
They Were Laughing And Smiling
He Was Saying Her Poems Was The Best he'd Ever Read

I Explain She Falls In Love Again
With The Guy She See's Now
She Looks So Happy Yet Puzzled
And Asks Me To Explain How

I Tell Her I Cannot Give Her All The Answers
That Some Things For Herself She Has To See
But If She Continues To Not Give Up
This Is Just How Her Future Will Be

I Explain You Have To Tell Your Family
So They Can Help You Along This Path In Life
You All Become Closer Than Ever Before
But Obey Your Mother About The Promise With the Knife

I Know These Things Haven't Happened Yet
But Stick Around And You Will Get To See
You Meet A Wonderful Guy Who Loves You
And Things Will Heal If You Let Them Be

In A Little While Your Secret Will Come Out
Of What He Did To You That Night
You Also Promise Your Mum You Wont Hurt Yourself
So Please Stick To That True And Right

Just Believe What I'm Saying And Showing You
The Future Will Be All You Ever Wished For
Time Will Heal These Wounds You Have
And You'll Have All Your Wishes And More

Just Believe In Life
And You Will Pull Through
Although You've Lost Belief
I Believe In You

The Girl Smiled At Me
And For A Moment Saw Her Second chance
She Waved Goodbye To This Angel From The Future
And Returned To Her Writing With A Second Glance

And As I Left That Young Girl
A Mirror Image From My Past
I Knew She'd Be Me One day
That Her Life Would Hopefully Last

I Watched Her Start To Write Again
About An angel Who'd Shed Seen
Told Her How The Future Would Be
And It Didn't Seem To Be A Dream

She Wrote How She Had Hope Now
That She Would Live To See Another Day
And As She Walked Out To See Her Mother
I Knew That It Was Time For Me To Be On My Way

I Wasn't Really Sure What I Would Say
Or What Id Right About In This World
But Now I Write About An Angel From The Future
When A Year Ago I Was That Little Girl.....