That first time

I had just come out of a bad relationship, so lost, so confused,
we started talking and i knew that we would be the greatest of friends,
one day of talking turned into a week, and one week turned into a relationship...
From that first time of meeting u and wanting u, and hugging u...i realized all i ever wanted was u,
We became best friends and we tried to become more, it just didn't work and i know i didn't want it to end i always wanted more,
After the first break up, after not talking..i all the sudden talked to u once more,
From that first time i realized i was in love, that i wanted more, i was so scared to let u know that i let it go,
I had another relationship that u never agreed with and said would end, i didn't listen, i got hurt, but for some reason you were there,
And from that first time i realized this is it i am going to tell him, i lost my chance, but summer came, i got u to be mine and never let u go,
And from that first time i realized i wanna marry you...
I LOVE U MATTHEW!!!!