A night with a enemy

She doesn't not know the extent
of what I'm able do
she gets pissed off at me
only cause i wanted to call you

I'm the type of person
who doesn't trust herself
as she's sitting there cussin,
I'm thinking how to kill myself

i run down stairs
tears rolling down my face
I've done it before in dares
just to get away form this place

i open up my window
ready to climb out
you call for me
your voice begins to shout

my sister and brother
are beginning to wake
i feel as if my whole world
is beginning to shake

you take my source
of communication
my life line is gone
it's her fault if I'm dead my dawn