I have a blade and i want to use it
to get away from all this shit
all the many nights i cried
with all the pain inside
i wish i had my rubber band
to take away some of the pain and
make that dark red
that came from all the other times i blead
i just wanna break down and cry
im tired of all the times i try
to be dead
a deep sleep in my bed
people care for me
because of all the marks they see
day by day i scream
from every horrible dream
i cant wait till i get home so i can use it
and end all this shit
