The last thing she wrote

I know this is as hard for you to read as it was for me to write...
but i have made the decision to end my life ...
don't think that any of this is your fault it is my own..
ya see i fell for the guy i thought i loved and thought he loved me...
but as i slowly slip away i want to say this.....
to all my loving friends the ones that really cared..
thank you for being there when i needed a good cry and helping me decided what to wear
i will miss you all so much
to my family i know i was hard to get along with but ..
i love you all so dearly please don't cry for me I'm sorry for the blood and the fact that I'm not perfect i just hope you will forgive me
to the one guy i love thank you....
for the wonderful times staying up late and talking all the hugz and kisses thanks for making me feel special and them leaving me for her i guess no love is true now is it i will love you forever
OK now its time for me to go........................