I go through my life every day,
Just wanting the pain to go away,
But you don't love me and there's no way,
So i guess that the pain is here to stay.
I often Cry myself to sleep,
Or just lie thinking and start to weep,
The source of my sadness is oh so deep,
That i can't rid of it and I've got it to keep.
Sometimes I feel like taking my life,
And once and even reached out for the knife,
I feel so lonely, i feel so scared,
Yet nobody can help me with my heart that is teared.
The source of my unhappiness is only a girl,
And some say its stupid that she is my world,
But i cant help the way i feel and how much she means,
I can't help it that she is what makes up my dreams.
I feel so weak that it affects me so bad,
And i hate it that I'm never happy and always sad,
I would do anything to take these feelings away,
Anything i can't go on for many more day's.
My love is so strong yet it is not returned,
And i know this yet my heart has not learned,
I really wish that i was a little bit stronger,
Because realistically, i cant last much longer.
