Washing away the Blood

Washing away the blood
With the tears that I cry
Sitting up in my bed
Hoping I would die

You cut me so deep
With the things that you say
I feel like I can't go on
To see another day

Please don't tell me its OK
Or that I will be fine
You just live your life
I'll do what I want with mine

I feel like I'm so misjudged
I'm so misunderstood
Nobody knows the real me
They wouldn't want to if they could

The blood just keeps coming
And so do my tears
They build up with the anger,
My frustrations, worries and fears

I think about dying
Every day that I wake
Waiting for the day it ends
My soul, The lord takes

The day seems so far away
I don't think I can wait
Living in my messed up world
Shouldn't be my fate

I get one step closer
Each and everyday
To the things that I want
Closer to MY WAY