Survive

Stomach grumbles
in flow sharp pains
i can almost watch
the blood circulate through my veins

i want to eat
but i must lose weight
i never dreamt
of this being my fate

i need energy
i have to stay awake
but i need help
before its too late

i am willing to say
i don't want to be alive
but if i don't stop this now
this disorder may not let me survive