Michael, I love you
More than it seems
I wish I could hold you, outside of my dreams
You make my knees tremble
And my heart skip a beat
But damn it, you'll never love me.
I wish there were a way
I could make you mine
But how I see it now, It won't happen anytime.
All I ever do is think of how it could be
How my life would be different
If you only loved me
But you'll never care
Or even try
Now I'm starting to give in to the tears that I cry.
But what will I do?
When the only person who can wipe my tears away is you?
I can't tell you that you make me cry
Cause then I'd have to explain why
I guess what I'm saying is
I know I'm too shy
But I'd put it all behind me I'd give everything away
If you only told me
"Danielle I feel the same."
That never happens
And it never will.
So why do I wait?
Cause everyone has me believing that you do feel the same
My mind is believing
And my heart is grieving
It's getting hard to control
That's why I wrote this
With every part of my soul.
So I'll end this soon, after a few more things
Right after I write this,
I'll show it to you
And maybe, you'll see how much I freaking love you
I wish you would love me
As much as you love Jessica
I hate her for that
It's nothing but jealousy.
I play the songs
I dedicated to you every single day
Hoping that maybe the tune will come your way.
I can't focus in school.
I always space off.
All my day dreams are about you and what not
And what would happen
If you loved me too.
And when I get home
If I've had a bad day,
You'll get online,
And destroy that pain.
Each day I don't talk to you
I wonder if I can survive.
I tell you everything
Probably more than I should.
But it's easy for you to act like you care
So Michael, I’m writing this
To spill it all to you
I just hope it wasn't pointless
cause this was really hard to do.
If you read this all, I’m very proud of you.
So here's my last stand.
And the end of this poem
I love you Michael James Harris, and I love you more and more everyday.
And hopefully, after you read this, you'll have something to say...
