I Have!

I have a river around me that will soon be an ocean..

I would like to drowned all my sorrows in it

Crying hasn't really got me any were
Me dieing is the only way out

Just because i right about killing myself doesn't me I'm like ever body else

I try to talk but nobody listens i guess I'm not that important

Now i Know nobody will miss me

I cant just be with anybody i just want to be with him

I Cant stand that me and him are so for apart

People act like everything is OK

All I want to do is spend time with my best friend

But thats not whats going to happen

Shes always got plans and I'm always left out

you may not see it in your eyes but i do in mine

I guess that ill just let things slide on by and drift out of everybody's life

I guess I'm just useless now

Its not that i don't want to have fun but when i do people always make me feel do bad

I have a river around me it will soon be an ocean i think ill drowned myself in it and then my hurting will be all over!