Why dont u go away?

We broke up many times before,
So i knew it would happen again soon,
We were not able to keep everything together,
The beginnings were beautiful though,
But our relationship always ended up in dirt,
We couldn\'t make it forever,
As much as i tried to avoid it, it always ended up in hurt.

I know that we loved other, but i don't think the love was enough,
Our love would always fade,
We couldn't hold together & keep the trust,
The only thing i saved was our photo album we made,
But i keep it locked up because its to hard to look at, i just cant even bare,
Every time i see us in it my eyes just begin to tear.

Before i would lay around & think about what it would have been like if we managed to make it through,
But now I've thought it over carefully,
& I know what i must do,

I reach into my closet & grab all your stuff,
Running to the beach i throw everything in the ocean & watch it wash away,
My heart couldn't take anymore, it had enough.
A weight felt like it was lifted, off my lonely heart,
Now i think I am closer to where i want to be,
A step closer to letting you part,
away from all the pain you caused,
me & finally free...