The Despair Within Me

Something inside me.
stirred.
It doesn't stop,
I can feel it.
These inhuman voices,
noises........
are telling me,
my twisted mind,
things I cannot make you understand.
Stab me........
Stab me hard!
Make me bleed.
Do it now,
make the choice.
I am out of control,
soon to be inanimate.
This undefined,
hidden, power is in me.
Break my veins,
tear them to shreds.
Split, slit, sever........
Vitiated, profligated, corrupted images,
overtake my mind.
Demise my soul.
This evil has taken over me,
I am gone........replaced.
Bleeding eyes,
full of flames.
Dripping blood........everywhere,
as I lie here.
Prying eyes,
look upon me.
I will not let them in.
Inside I hide,
behind my shadows.
Fingers sewed together,
mouth stapled shut.
Eyes dug out........
half a face remains.
This is what I have become....
Look at me....
LOOK AT ME!
Take it in,
my desolate body,
laying here.
Full of hopelessness,
despondency and gloom.
This massacre,
fills the room.
My torpid, distorted,
unnatural, grayish face.........
starring with glittering,
lifeless eyes.
Wipe the walls clean,
of my crimson blood.
The sorrow, hair-raising gore,
chills and saddens you.
It's so cold........freezing.
All this mortality,
takes over you.
Until you become,
as lifeless, empty and destroyed....
as me.