Laying here,
trapt..
A steak in my stomach,
a knife through my throat.
Starring...
really at nothing.
Thoughts going through my head,
paralyzed.
It's like I'm not here,
I'm watching myself.
My tainted figure,
motionless on the floor.
A thousand pounds of my sadness,
crushes my body.
This pain flows through me,
my veins have exploded........
I just lay there,
unable to do anything about it.
What is happening?
Doesn't anyone care?
Why aren't they helping me!?
I feel so helpless,
terror overcomes me.
It is cold, and damp down here,
I hear sounds, but see nothing.
So I just close my eyes,
welcoming the darkness.
Death has become me.