My first born is gone away
In my stomach is where I wish she would of stayed
It was then that night
That I knew I would no longer have to fight
It would have been you, me and her
I would love her more than I loved you
Although my love for you is visible and true
I didn't want to let her go
But that thought in my mind was telling me no
It was then that Monday that she would leave
The same day that I would bleed
There she was when I looked down
No longer would I be able to award her, her crown
I cried silent cries
And told many lies
That she was not really there
and if she was then I didn't care
But deep down inside I knew
That I just couldn't loose you
She would be my heaven
And we would be out of hell
I couldn't take the pain
That I was the one to blame
There will not be a second
Because I killed the first
She wont even get to see me
Riding in that Hurst
I loved her before I knew her
Because it was her that would take away that blur
i would of stayed here just for you
Like everyone else you left too
I sit here and I think about what was said
What was said the first night we layed in our bed
The last night was the one I cherished
But now you're gone, you've perished
My sweet baby girl
The most important thing to me in this whole entire world
Now she's gone away
But in my heart she will always stay!!
Plz** Comment its true and it still hurts to this day.
