Sweetheart - God is real! He is not to blame for your troubles. And if you are only 15 like your profile says - you still have alot to learn about love. Things may seem like they can't get any worse - but trust me - it probably could. Please remember "IF GOD LEADS YOU TO IT - HE WILL LEAD YOU THROUGH IT" In life you must always keep in mind what doesn't kill us - can only make us stronger. Please keep your head up and your faith alive.

i agree with you i belive in god i go to 180 every tuesday night(my church porgramthingy) i too have had my heart broken recently i fell the same way i have even thought about harming myself but hopefully things will get better!! god will lead us in the right wayz