The day I met you was more like a dream
I believe with no doubt that the angles did sing
They sang a song as sweet as can be
They sang of the love that you’d hold for me
I do not deserve your passing glance
Nor do I deserve every closely pressed dance
You love me unconditionally; I didn'tnow what to do
I wanted to do the same; I wanted to love you too
I allowed myself to be swept away
And I grew happier with each passing day.
The love we held was different
Neither of us were independent
I need you here with me now at this moment
So I could hold you and tell you I’m sorry for your torment.
Loneliness is a hard card to play
Cause with each second it grows stronger and never fades away
I push and push and tell it to leave
But life dealt me an unfair hand indeed
But I brought this upon myself
For trying to be shady and maintain my stealth
I honestly didnt realize how much I cared for you
Until you were gone and my sky no longer blue
My eyes puffy, red, and bloodshot
Showed me that I did love you a lot
My mind said go
But my heart said no
And of the two my heart beat stronger
And I realized I cant do with out you no longer
You mean to much to me for it end like this
I wish I could throw this day into the abyss
But I cant cause there’s nothing I can do
Till the day i'm ready to be back with you
You say i’m mature for my age
But i’m not, i’m a silly girl stuck in a maze
A whirlwind of emotion both near and far
Distance killed us, it pushed me too far
Knowing that I couldn’t run to you
killed me inside i didnt know what to do
As I sit here in the darkness of my room
As my candle flickers out and the smoke begins to loom
I think of the day when I sat in your arms
And you held me so tight protecting me from harm
That’s the day I want to get stuck in, leave all else behind
Id like to have you again and say that you’re mine
I reminisce on the fun we had
Of hugging and getting caught kissing by my dad
Yet I do it again if I had the chance
But I don’t my memories are nothing more than a trance
I said I’d love you forever and that’s what I’ll do
I’ll push on, yet still think of you
Your gorgeous blue eyes and your incredible lips
And the cute face you made when you tickled my hips
I’ll remember the way my hand fit perfectly into yours
And the walk through the parking lot and store
I’ll replay your kiss over and over
And wish I had you again on every four leaf clover
Every shooting star I see
Will remind me of how it used to be
I made you happy
Or at least I did I think
No one can take your place,
No one has your face
No one made me feel special and pretty too
As I lie restless in bed
I grab your teddy bear and rest my head
I’ll fall asleep thinking of you
And in my dreams, you’re there too
I wake up and you’re on my mind
Through out the day I walk around blind
Waiting for the chance I get to talk with you
You chase away all my fears and things that make me blue
You protect me from harm
And mesmerize me with your charm
You’re right I wont find a guy like you
Cause there isn’t one as perfect as you
I love you I just Needed to be taught
I need a reassurer and that’s what I got
It took loosing you to make me realize
I cant live with out you
But I guess I messed that up to, cause now I’ve got to
