Forgive/Forget

I wanted to forgive you
I tried many times
But the thoughts of the
rumors still hung in my mind

I liked you still
As you did me
You wanted me to forgive
And to give you "just one more chance"

I couldn't forget what you did
The thought of seeing
my friend hugging you
The day after we broke up still hurts me

The thought of you sitting there smiling hurts
Of you letting my friend make me jealous
You saw me watching

But you didn't see the tears
You don't know how it felt to see that
You acted like it was nothing
Like if you with my friend didn't hurt me one bit

Now your asking me to forgive you
Your asking me to forget
What you did to me with the rumors and lies

You told my friends that I didn't like you
That me getting nervous around you meant
That I didn't like you and I didn't care

You were once my boyfriend
But now your not
Please don't ask me to forget
Because my thoughts of you will always bring up
All of the lies and rumors and the hurt

I wish you knew what it felt like to be me
If you had to listen to what I did
Then you'd understand

My advice to you
Next time you ask someone to forget
I hope you think about what it would be like
To be in their shoes