Tell me how

I know that we are over,
and I know I should let go.
This is the hardest thing I've done,
I just wanted you to know.

I know that we weren't happy,
thats why I'm so confused.
Because I don't think I could love anyone,
the way that I loved you.

I know that with you things didn't work out,
and in my heart I know I'll move on.
But right now I'm missing you so much,
I'm finding it hard to just be strong.

I promised myself I wouldn't call you,
and for your sake as well as mine.
I've searched my soul for the answers,
and theres nothing I can find.

I know that right now,
with you is not my place.
So when will I start to see,
something other then your face.

Theres so many things I wish I'd done,
and so many things I wish I tried.
Maybe I could of listened more,
or tried to be more kind.

Tell me now my beautiful friend,
how I'm supposed to not cry.
Tell me how to be strong like you,
and let my feelings die.