When you're gone..

You see right through me
But you pierce me with your stare
As if I'm some evil thing
Of which you should beware

I miss you like crazy
I need you to tell me it's OK
Every day I look at you
Begging that you'll look my way

But you just don't see me
Like I'm not even real!!
I can't even begin to describe to you
How it makes me feel

I want to just crumble
And I don't care who sees
Knowing you no longer care
Takes away my oxygen, I can't breathe

I wish that I could talk to you
And tell you just what's wrong
But I can't- It just can't happen
In your embrace, I don't belong

I know that you're still there
And I know that I mean nothing
But if for just one second you'd stop
I want to tell you something

My feelings for you are great
I wish I could go on
But, I can't, not until I find closure
I miss you, when you're gone.

^ I know this is SO bad, I just really had to release some emotions.