Is it worth it?

Ive done many things
i must regret
heard many words
i cant forget

cried way to long
i lost control
a fallen girl
without a soul

i pray each night
how to begin?
tell all the pain
you've held within

cant tell you
how i really feel
the scars i hold
refuse to heal

they stare at me
i close my eyes
they don't care
its no surprise

I'm giving up
I'm losing faith
is this life really
worth the wait

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